President Obama is HILARIOUS!

I've never been this lonely

Mr. Lonely

This is the pain that it is like to work, huh? Carry on weak, superficial relationships with people you barely know, can't get close to, don't want to get close to. And you come home... and there's nothing. There's no one.

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Sorry, I had to take a while to think about the emptiness. I didn't think it would take that long. How come it's okay to have a group of 6 friends in a room with 20 strangers and drink, but its not okay to have a group of 6 friends in a room and drink? (5min elapsed) I am too lonely. What's wrong with me! HENRY'S RIGHT! (I'm talking to him this very moment.) I will do something great this summer. I will first! check into fostering a dog.

Then I will build something! if the fostering doesnt go through. I can even take the dog with me shopping and.... okay scratch that. I already went through this: I can't take care of the dog while I'm at work... ... ...... damnit!

Looks like I will have to draft some plans. meh

sigh...

Work...
Work is too tiring.

There's no energy to do anything afterward. I don't know how I can manage to engage in any kind of activity: judo, hanging out with friends, and even getting eggy is tiring. All I can do is sleep...

Whatever...